35mm Compact Camera Photographer #30 – Wen Zeng

By Wen Zeng

My name is Wen. I’m a 23 year-old design strategist from Los Angeles, California. I’m an avid traveler, reader, and someone who possesses an unbound curiosity for the world.

Me with my trusty Leica M2 and 7Artisans 35mm f/2 lens

When I was 14, I spent a summer looking through albums of family photos—ones that contained snapshots of my parents youth and others that contained glimpses of my childhood. My father passed away when I was five, and these albums revealed what my memory could not. I obsessed over each shot, reveling in the tangible nostalgia and grainy textures. I didn’t realize it at the time, but that’s when I fell in love with film photography.

A photo of me circa 1997
An image from one of the first rolls of film I shot on my family’s Pentax ME Super.

I wanted to start taking pictures to document my daily life in the way my father did, but I yearned for the aesthetics that I saw in my family albums. My aunt dug up my father’s old camera – a Pentax ME with a 35mm lens, and gave it to me. I bought rolls of cheap film at the supermarket, and began a journey that would redefine the way I perceived the world forever.

Like many photographers, I became interested in different cameras and lenses, and eventually honed in on the rangefinder format, abandoning the Pentax ME for an Olympus XA, a Minolta Hi-Matic E, and an Olympus Trip 35. I loved rangefinders for their light weight, small size, and quiet shutter sounds. I began picking up various cameras at thrift shops and garage sales. I eventually dabbled with Polaroid Land cameras and some TLRs as well, but the rangefinder would remain my main tool.

Due to my limited budget, many of the cameras I picked up weren’t functional, and I spent a lot of time taking them apart and trying to fix broken or jammed components. This mechanical inclination eventually led me to develop an interest in engineering, and I ended up attending MIT to study mechanical engineering. There, I spent my weekends in the darkroom developing film and tinkering with an old Jobo rotary processor. I learned how to process E-6 and C-41, and used photography as method of stress relief. Through the years, I’ve shot with a Leica CL, Contax G1, and a Leica M2.

Throughout my journey, I tried various styles of photography, even picking up a full-frame DSLR to try my hand at event, wedding, and studio product photography. While those gigs provided income to help support myself in university, I was magnetically drawn to 35mm personal documentary photography. I had an Olympus XA4 in my pocket at all times to search for all the little moments of beauty in my otherwise mundane daily student life. My love for traveling led me to embrace landscape and street photography, but in a way that was seamlessly integrated into my own experience. I never travel for the sake of taking pictures, but taking pictures is always an integral part of my travel experience and the way I interact with new places and new people.

My love for photography is inherently tied to my experience of losing my father as a kid. My first memories were of a healthy adult disintegrating right before my eyes, and I’ve grown up with an unshakable sense of the fragility of human life. It’s made me constantly grateful for every tiny memorable moment. I feel nostalgic for moments that have not yet passed. Cameras provided me a tool to turn these moments into something lasting and allowed me to share my wonderment of the world with people around me. The graininess of film embodies the permanent sense of nostalgia that I feel. I’ve latched onto this format because of the way it blends seamlessly into my lifeI cannot be distracted by looking through the photos I’ve taken, and I have to be selective about what I shoot. I observe the moment, capture, and move on. Whether or not the image is satisfactory isn’t something I can worry about. It’s fleeting and elusive. It’s life.

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Website: www.wenzeng.net

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Martin Hugh Henley on 35mm Compact Camera Photographer #30 – Wen Zeng

Comment posted: 03/01/2019

Lovely sentiments, Wen, thanks for sharing your thoughts. I, too, find analogue photography intrinsically linked to my family, and also a slight feeling of loss combined with fragility. Right now I have a box of family photos and slides which I’m in the process of archiving provided me with a source of plenty of memories, and the odd tear or two. Best wishes.
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Wen Zeng replied:

Comment posted: 03/01/2019

There's something so magically exquisite about it all. :')

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Don on 35mm Compact Camera Photographer #30 – Wen Zeng

Comment posted: 03/01/2019

Wow. One of the most touching posts I've read anywhere. Thanks for sharing.
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Wen Zeng replied:

Comment posted: 03/01/2019

That means a lot, Don. Thank you.

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Peter Grey on 35mm Compact Camera Photographer #30 – Wen Zeng

Comment posted: 03/01/2019

Great story and I love the pictures!
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Wen Zeng replied:

Comment posted: 03/01/2019

Thank you, Peter. :)

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Flavio Colker on 35mm Compact Camera Photographer #30 – Wen Zeng

Comment posted: 03/01/2019

Great composition eye.
Love the red trousers and the pier.
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Wen Zeng replied:

Comment posted: 03/01/2019

Thanks so much, Flavio!

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David on 35mm Compact Camera Photographer #30 – Wen Zeng

Comment posted: 03/01/2019

" I feel nostalgic for moments that have not yet passed. "

Wenzeng, your writing and pictures have made me cry.
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Wen Zeng replied:

Comment posted: 03/01/2019

Thank you for reading, David!

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James Cleaveland on 35mm Compact Camera Photographer #30 – Wen Zeng

Comment posted: 03/01/2019

I really appreciate the sentiment here. Thanks for taking the time to share this with us.
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Wen Zeng replied:

Comment posted: 03/01/2019

Thanks, James.

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Rollin Banderob on 35mm Compact Camera Photographer #30 – Wen Zeng

Comment posted: 03/01/2019

Thank you for sharing.
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Adam Laws on 35mm Compact Camera Photographer #30 – Wen Zeng

Comment posted: 04/01/2019

I found your words very moving. Thank you for sharing your story and beautiful images.
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Comment posted: 04/01/2019

Thank you, Adam.

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lori_brooks on 35mm Compact Camera Photographer #30 – Wen Zeng

Comment posted: 04/01/2019

Wen, thank you for sharing what is an absolutely touching and very personal story. I was choking up reading it.
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Wen Zeng replied:

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Thank you for reading, Lori.

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Daniel Castelli on 35mm Compact Camera Photographer #30 – Wen Zeng

Comment posted: 04/01/2019

I started to read your post, thinking it was another nice narrative on compact cameras. I soon realized your post was more than that. You managed to turn a technical account into poetry. I am sorry for your loss. Your Dad seems like someone I would have liked to know. You honor him with your life & work.
My personal favorite c/camera is my Leitz-Minolta CL w/the 40mm M-Rokkor. As a matter of fact, it's my only compact camera :-)
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Wen Zeng replied:

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Thank you for your words, Daniel. It means a lot. :) It's an awesome camera!

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Matthias on 35mm Compact Camera Photographer #30 – Wen Zeng

Comment posted: 06/01/2019

I love the picture with the pier! So quiet and relaxed on the one hand and wild and loud on the other. You can feel the (salty) water when looking at the picture. Thank you for sharing Wen.
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Comment posted: 06/01/2019

Thanks for reading, Matthias :)

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francois karm on 35mm Compact Camera Photographer #30 – Wen Zeng

Comment posted: 12/01/2019

superb , and very peacefull. thanks Wen.
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Thanks Francois!

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Alan Chin on 35mm Compact Camera Photographer #30 – Wen Zeng

Comment posted: 14/01/2019

At a certain point, to maintain the connection, you might want to use the Pentax ME again, but with a "pancake" lens, the 40mm f/2.8. it's modest but small and cheap and the camera will be quite compact.
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Wen Zeng replied:

Comment posted: 14/01/2019

I'll keep that in mind!

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Mark Kleinberg on 35mm Compact Camera Photographer #30 – Wen Zeng

Comment posted: 04/03/2019

I was fortunate to have 60 years of life together with my father who died in 2012 at the age of 86. I inherited from him a love of photography and cameras. My wife rolls her eyes when I take out the Contax G-1 or the Nikon F , as she is fond of the latest technology. I have to explain that when I use those cameras I feel a connection to him.
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