My Own Winterreise (Winter Journey)

By Curtis Heikkinen

Some of you interested in classical music might be familiar with the composer Franz Schubert’s song cycle “Winterreise” for voice and piano depicting a man’s journey through a harsh winter landscape, reflecting themes of lost love, despair and isolation.  Last winter on a trip to the little town of Dufur in North-Central Oregon, a favorite part of the state for creating images, i journied to an old cemetery not far from town that contained some very old graves.  Though my winter journey was hardly the dramatic one depicted by Schubert, it was an emotional experience.

The area was covered with a thin mantle of snow.  It was an ideal combination: snow and old headstones.  But before transporting the reader to the cemetery, a few stops in the surrounding area.  Right across the road from the cemetery lies an old schoolhouse in the middle of a hayfield.

My destination is very easy to miss.  In fact, initially driving past the cemetery was actually a fortuitous mistake because some marvelous buildings just up the road were revealed.  Snowfall added to the sense of isolation and desolation in this remote area.

After turning around and eventually finding the place that I had come to specifically see, I was treated to a marvelous graveyard containing many old headstones.  Now, generally cemeteries out in my part of the west are not as old as those in, say, New England.  But this one had a lot of interesting grave sites dating back into the 19th Century.  Cemeteries are poignant places.  The headstones can tell us a little about those buried there and sometimes something about those dealing with the loss of a loved one so long ago.  One grave struck a particularly responsive chord with me.

Tommy Doyle died so young in 1882.  He may lived only a short time but through his headstone, his impact lives on far into the future.  The snow-covered ground seemed fitting for the tribute etched on the headstone.  I doubt many people visit this old cemetery, which is no longer in use, but those who do can’t help but be moved by this grave and those surrounding it.

Finally, a headstone all by itself.  One can almost feel the sadness, and perhaps detect a sense of relief, expressed in the simple epitaph etched in stone.

I didn’t know the people whose remains lay beneath the snow, but I felt a kinship to them.  Their fate is what awaits us all.  For better or worse, my trip to that old cemetery once more acquainted me with my own mortality.  Our presence on this planet is very brief in the grand expanse of time.  Few of us make much of a mark while we are here.  Though the people buried in this place were just ordinary folk, through these simple monuments, they have connected with those who have come many decades after them.  This probably about as much as we can hope for in death.

As I drove back to Dufur, a bleak landscape surrounded me.  Barren trees in the middle of fields frozen in white and the profound emptiness of the open expanse of high plains around me

I made it back to Dufur all the better for my experience in the cold winter landscape.  Most people do not like the snow and cold of winter. For me time spent in the winter elements is a clarifying experience that puts me in touch not only with my mortality but also the elemental rhythms of existence.  For that I am very grateful.

Now for a few words about my equipment.  All these images were shot with my Leica M3 coupled with a 50mm F2 Zeiss lens and loaded with, I think, Kodak Ultramax, though I am not totally certain of that.  More of my work may be seen at curtisheikkinen.smugmug.com and on Instagram @curtisheikkkinen.  Thanks for reading this.  Happy shooting to you all!

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By Curtis Heikkinen
Born and raised in Vermont, I have lived in Oregon for the past 44 years. Besides photography, I enjoy kayaking, hiking, bird watching and snowshoeing. Film photography is my current passion. I have also published several photo books of my work.
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Bill Brown on My Own Winterreise (Winter Journey)

Comment posted: 09/09/2025

Some beautiful and poignant images here. For a short time in the early 1990's I lived in the small Texas town of Buffalo Gap. The cemetery there had the same feeling. I photographed there in the spring when the bluebonnets and other assorted wildflowers were in full bloom. The flowers created a sense of hope against the sadness of loss. A very fond personal memory of mine. Thanks for this story.
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Curtis Heikkinen replied:

Comment posted: 09/09/2025

You are most welcome, Bill, and thank you for the kind words and for sharing your experience. I really appreciate it!

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John Furlong on My Own Winterreise (Winter Journey)

Comment posted: 09/09/2025

A perfect visual accompaniment to the song cycle - many thanks!
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Curtis Heikkinen replied:

Comment posted: 09/09/2025

You are most welcome, John! Thanks to you for reading this and commenting!

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iamamro on My Own Winterreise (Winter Journey)

Comment posted: 09/09/2025

Beautiful and poignant. Incidentally - Schubert’s Winterreise is one of my favourite pieces of music. (Peter Pears & Benjamin Britten (1963) still probably my favourite version)
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Curtis Heikkinen replied:

Comment posted: 09/09/2025

Thanks so much for reading and commenting. That certainly is a classic recording of the piece. So nice to hear you are familiar with and like the music.

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Gary Smith on My Own Winterreise (Winter Journey)

Comment posted: 09/09/2025

Those are a great collection of photographs Curtis! While I have two projects going at the moment, I'm struggling a bit with what to shoot as I want two sets of comparison shots that reflect something interesting rather than just the same old things I shoot within a 10 mile radius.

A trip out to Dufur could be the solution! I could go out 84 and down from the Dalles or I could go up around Hood and then over on NF-44 that goes directly to Dufur from the Mt.Hood Hwy (near Little John Sno Park) which would at least be something new (and sporty).

Thanks for your post!
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Curtis Heikkinen replied:

Comment posted: 09/09/2025

Thank you so much, Gary! I so appreciate the comments! By all means check out the Dufur area. Since I often go in the winter, I have only driven to the Dalles and then straight south on 97 I think that is the number. I have never tried that alternative route but I’m sure it would work before snow season. As for the Dufur area, I love it. If you go, be sure to check out the old power plant at White River Falls and the waterfall itself. Also, a short distance from there on the same road is the Deschutes River Canyon. Magnificent place. While in Dufur and if you are in the mood for a bit of a hike, ask about the road leading to the top of the Butte overlooking town. Also ask them about how to get to that old cemetary. I often just drive back roads randomly and find interesting things to photograph. Hope this helps!

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Gary Smith replied:

Comment posted: 09/09/2025

You inspired me so much that I jumped in the car with 5 cameras and drove out there today. I took shots for my 2 projects. I got some good ones... :-) I did 84 to the Dalles then down 197. I thought about going back on NF-44 but decided not to. Thanks!

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Curtis Heikkinen replied:

Comment posted: 09/09/2025

Glad you got over there and had some success. For a longer stay, I would recommend the historic Balch hotel in Dufur.

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Gary Smith replied:

Comment posted: 09/09/2025

Got a couple of shots og the hotel. Looks in good shape for its age.

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Curtis Heikkinen replied:

Comment posted: 09/09/2025

It is in excellent shape. I stay there a lot as a base to explore the area. Beautiful inside as well.

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Geoff Chaplin on My Own Winterreise (Winter Journey)

Comment posted: 10/09/2025

Lovely story and images, and lovely appropriate muted colours and occasional colour 'casts' - evening light?
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Curtis Heikkinen replied:

Comment posted: 10/09/2025

Thanks very much! No evening light. Any color issues are probably due to my incompetence. :)

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Michael Jardine on My Own Winterreise (Winter Journey)

Comment posted: 10/09/2025

These are lovely- the tone of the pictures reminds me of Breughel (albeit without living people) and Tarkovsky (thinking particularly of the film Zerkalo, or 'Mirror'), who was infuatuated with Breughel so no great surprise.
How did you meter the shots? I'm terrified of photographing in snow- I did some snowy photos in Ontario once, and the mid-grey card was very much my friend...
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Curtis Heikkinen replied:

Comment posted: 10/09/2025

Thank you so much, Michael! I really appreciate the comment. Like you, I find photographing snow, especially with color film, to be intimidating. I really did not do anything real special in metering. I just used a light meter app on my phone. With snow, though, I make a special effort to make sure I get ample light on the film by erring on the side of over-exposing. I find black and white film to be easier to use with snow but as I recall, I think I only had color film with me. Anyway, thanks again for taking a look and for your comment.

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Leon replied:

Comment posted: 10/09/2025

This might be helpful. Came across it about a week ago. Extracted from Mastering Film Photography by Chris Gatcum, Ammonite Press, 2019. Pages 74, Highlight Metering- Part of a very lucid short section on the Zone System (Finally I now understand the Zone System). rn it on its head. Highlight metering in practice: 1. Take a spot meter reading from the brightest part of the scene you want detail to appear in. 2. Initially set this is your exposure. (Which is Zone V, 18% grey). 3. Increase the exposure by two stops. Which takes you into Zone VII. 4. Shoot three frames bracketing them at ± ½ stop. This will give you three exposures that are 1½, 2 and 2½ stop brighter than your original spot reading. Each of which lifts the highlights to a certain degree. With practice you will soon be able to identify which of these exposures you prefer in different situations.

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Leon replied:

Comment posted: 10/09/2025

Start of 3rd line. Ignore "m it on its head." Copy and paste error. :-(

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