The Photographer as Subject: Ethan Hill

By David Pauley

One of the joys of living in a city like New York is its abundance of creative artists, many of whom also devote some portion of their time to teaching. So it is with the subject of this profile, Ethan Hill, a photographer whom I met last spring in a course, “Lighting the Environmental Portrait,” at the International Center for Photography.

Ethan has had a long career in editorial photography. He started out at Newsweek in the era of darkrooms and expense accounts, and has continued working for major publications even as that profession, like journalism writ large, has undergone wave after painful wave of contraction. Although he has photographed more than a few celebrities—his portrait of Daniel Radcliffe, the “Harry Potter” star, can be seen in London’s National Portrait Gallery—Ethan has been especially drawn to people who might have every reason to be wary of a photographer’s lens: Young people struggling with eating disorders; survivors of clerical sexual abuse; wounded veterans back from Iraq or Afghanistan. One of his gifts, both as a photographer and as a teacher, is his ability to shift almost imperceptibly from friendly banter into a kind of alert stillness, a deep watchfulness that conveys both interest and respect.

It is this quality of expectant stillness that I sought to convey through my photos, made recently during a visit to Ethan’s Brooklyn workspace. Though as a student in his class I learned about the many tools photographers use to add light in dim situations, with Ethan’s encouragement—and the abundant glow from his studio’s tall windows—my only prop was a tripod, brought along to allow me to use my camera at slower shutter speeds.

I made these photos with my Rolleiflex 2.8F on Kodak Tri-X 400 film, rated at ISO 320 and developed in PMK Pyrocat Developer. The very light sepia tint, added digitally in post, is a nod to a darkroom technique Ethan has used to great effect in personal projects made with film cameras.

Although working with film is no longer a part of his daily routine, the objects in his studio—especially the large cast iron “nipping press”—speak to the analog dimension of an ongoing project: a multi-year effort to document the lives of gay men, in all of their diversity and complexity, and to present the photos in handmade portfolios. These gorgeous containers, fashioned in the studio by Ethan, draw on his skills as a bookbinder and speak to the intimate, bespoke nature of his art.

The photos below show major features of Ethan’s workspace: tall curtained windows that bring in soft northern light; a table where he cuts, assembles and glues together the items used in bookbinding; and the 19th century nipping press, a device which applies a firm pressure to these elements once they have been assembled and glued. The press produces the precise, even layers needed to build a polished and durable final binding.

Unlike many photographers, Ethan does not hang examples of his or anyone else’s work in his studio. In the frame below, he sits before a bare wall on one of a half-dozen lockers that, he mentioned casually, contain the totality of his pre-digital archive, countless thousands of negatives that document his early professional life.

In the final image, below, Ethan agreed to be photographed in front of the only example of his work close at hand, a portrait from the late 1990s of an East German great-aunt who played a significant role in his family’s history. Printed on fiber in the darkroom and warmly glowing from an ethereal sepia wash, it is a far more commanding and subtle image than I have ever achieved.

In teaching me, and generously allowing me to practice my craft by making this series and sharing it with the 35mmc community, Ethan is helping me as, bit by bit, I develop my own photographic voice.

Thanks so much for reading.

FEATURED IMAGE: Ethan Hill at Work, 2026.

You can see more of my work at www.leica1933.com.

 

 

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By David Pauley
I'm a Brooklyn-based photographer and psychoanalyst. My journey with photography began in middle school in the late 1970s and revived in 2019 when I bought a used film camera and installed a darkroom in my basement. I'm committed to analog photography and am enthusiastic about the expressive power of old cameras, traditional processes and methods. You can see more of my work at www.leica1933.com.
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Martin Siegel on The Photographer as Subject: Ethan Hill

Comment posted: 02/04/2026

Great portrait and reflection (and I don't mean only the photos)
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David Pauley replied:

Comment posted: 02/04/2026

Thank you so much, Martin!

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juna on The Photographer as Subject: Ethan Hill

Comment posted: 02/04/2026

I can't say, how much enjoyed your portraits and the story behind. Thank you for that!
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David Pauley replied:

Comment posted: 02/04/2026

I really appreciate your comment, Juna!

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Art Meripol on The Photographer as Subject: Ethan Hill

Comment posted: 02/04/2026

Beautiful work, beautiful light.
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David Pauley replied:

Comment posted: 02/04/2026

Thank you so much, Art! I feel that I'm starting to get the hang of this....!

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Jerry Scoby on The Photographer as Subject: Ethan Hill

Comment posted: 02/04/2026

Nice.
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David Pauley replied:

Comment posted: 02/04/2026

Thanks, Jerry!

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Gary Smith on The Photographer as Subject: Ethan Hill

Comment posted: 02/04/2026

Love that featured image David! Makes me glad that I finally picked up a Rollei. It will be going to the beach with me in 2 weeks loaded with Kodak Gold.
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David Pauley replied:

Comment posted: 02/04/2026

Congratulations on your new Rollei, Gary! I hope it brings you the same joy that mine has brought me. Though I very much like my other cameras, the Rollei I love: it's indispensible. Thanks also for your kind comment about this piece. Will look forward to hopefully seeing some of your new frames with your Rolleiflex soon.

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Gary Smith replied:

Comment posted: 02/04/2026

I have a very short: 1 shot story that revolves around shooting the first roll on the Rollei to verify shutter and aperture. It should run in about a week.

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David Pauley replied:

Comment posted: 02/04/2026

Great! I can't wait to see it!

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Erik Brammer on The Photographer as Subject: Ethan Hill

Comment posted: 02/04/2026

Wonderful portraits, David, many of them with Ethan shown in new to me compositions that all work very well!
Looking forward to seeing more of your new photographic journey you have started for yourself.
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David Pauley replied:

Comment posted: 02/04/2026

Thank you Erik! It's great having your support and that of this community as I learn and grow.

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Fidel on The Photographer as Subject: Ethan Hill

Comment posted: 03/04/2026

Beautiful portraits.
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David Pauley replied:

Comment posted: 03/04/2026

Thank you Fidel!

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David Hume on The Photographer as Subject: Ethan Hill

Comment posted: 03/04/2026

Lovely portraits David. I find the compositions particularly strong, and the framing spot-on. Were you using a tripod for these? And were they cropped? (I think I can detect a tiny line near the edges of the frames that indicate they were not, but I may be wrong.) Either way it works, and if uncropped I'm even more impressed. (The only one that doesn't work for me is the one without Ethan in it.)

I've been down a bit of a Francis Bacon rabbit hole this past week, pondering his relationship with photography, and you might like a documentary about the photographer John Deakin (friend of Bacon) who I think made very interesting work. It's on YouTube in two parts as "The Life and Unsteady Times of John Deakin"

Cheers, David.
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David Pauley replied:

Comment posted: 03/04/2026

Thank you David! I'm really glad you liked the series, most of which was indeed shot with a tripod. The exceptions were the closeup of Ethan's hands, made with the Rolleinar close up filter #2, the shot without him in the frame that didn't work for you and I believe also both profiles at the desk. With the others I not only used the tripod and shot at 1/8th of a second I also focused through the Rolleiflex's optional prism finder. Mine is held together with Scotch tape and is not much to look at but it really helps with work on the tripod where looking down through the waist level finder isn't possible without a step stool...not a great idea also for me as I managed to fall off one at one point when shooting a still life! Also all the photos are uncropped. I love Francis Bacon and will look forward to watching the John Deakin. Thanks for the recommendation and as always for the support and encouragement. Cheers from Brooklyn, David

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Tony Warren on The Photographer as Subject: Ethan Hill

Comment posted: 03/04/2026

Great subject and story with superb, medium format images. Lovely tones and compositions. Thank you David.
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David Pauley replied:

Comment posted: 03/04/2026

Thank you Tony! I really appreciate your kind words.

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Tony Warren replied:

Comment posted: 03/04/2026

In light of your comments on my post about Neofin Blue, these images really demonstrate the benfits of Pyro. They would be far less smooth and fully toned in this location and lighting with almost any other developer I would imagine.

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David Pauley replied:

Comment posted: 03/04/2026

Agreed, Tony. At some point I would like to do a side by side comparison of Pyro vs HC-110. The differences seem dramatic when one looks at the negatives (there's the brown cast that Pyro gives the negatives, the most dramatic example) but I've never looked at it more systematically. One day perhaps...!

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Scott Peterson on The Photographer as Subject: Ethan Hill

Comment posted: 04/04/2026

What a wonderful story into the life of someone so creative like Ethan. Those B&W images you took David are excellent. Well done!
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David Pauley replied:

Comment posted: 04/04/2026

Thank you so much, Scott!

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Jeffery Luhn on The Photographer as Subject: Ethan Hill

Comment posted: 04/04/2026

David,
Great set of beautifully done available light portraits. I especially liked the opening shot. He looks thoughtful and at peace. The shots of a man in his workspace really come through. Excellent use of the square format! I love shooting with my Rollei! Are these scanned or printed?
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David Pauley replied:

Comment posted: 04/04/2026

Thank you Jeffrey! Ethan definitely gives the impression of someone who loves what he does, and I'll thrilled that came through in the photos. These are all scans but I've just made a fiber print of the final shot and toned with selenium and then a touch of sepia. It's a clumsy effort compared to what a master printer could do but I'm pretty pleased with it. Sometimes I prefer the snap of resin-coated paper (and its ease of use is hard to argue with), but for a project like this the depth of fiber really shows. Enjoy your Rollei!!

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Scott Ferguson on The Photographer as Subject: Ethan Hill

Comment posted: 04/04/2026

I love this study of an artist in his environment that conveys your respect for him as well as giving a strong sense of his rigor and dignity as a photographer. I really admire the 'classic' look you get with the combination of the Rolleiflex 2.8 and Tri-X, not to mention the outstanding processing and subtle touch of sepia, all of which combine to give these photos a wonderful timeless look. I'd be excited to take his class when I can!
Thanks David,
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David Pauley replied:

Comment posted: 04/04/2026

Thank you Scott! I can't recommend Ethan and ICP generally highly enough. I've only taken the one class so far but am signed up for an Advanced Darkroom class for later in the spring — hoping that it has sufficient enrollment as I would love to take my printing up a notch or two. (Two would be amazing...). Happy holiday weekend. - D

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