What the Lever Opened – One Shot Story

By Josh Baker

This is not who I was allowed to be.

Circumstances in my past lives built boundaries around the innermost states that contained freedom. Vulnerability. They inhibited stepping outside of the identity I constructed. I was produced to be formal, serious, flawless, and unseen.

The implications of this image are not lost on me. How it lands is none of my business. Once it leaves me, it is yours. Not mine to correct. Not mine to soften.

What it does for me is simpler.

It is proof.

The double exposure lever on the Nikon FM2n gave me a way through something I had not crossed before. Instead of taking photos, I have begun creating them. I feel like I have cut through the fabric of reality separating the photographer and artist within to allow them to meet.

Shot on 35mm Kodak Double-X.

You can find me on Instagram or TikTok for more photos and ramblings.

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By Josh Baker
Joshua Bryan Baker is a photographer, producer, and writer born in Vero Beach, Florida, whose work blends documentary realism with quiet surrealism. He collaborates across film, music, and visual art, and brings scientific and forensic consulting to projects exploring memory, perception, and emotionally resonant stories. His work favors observational intimacy, textured imagery, and narrative restraint over spectacle.
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Gary Smith on What the Lever Opened – One Shot Story

Comment posted: 22/04/2026

Very compelling image Josh! Thanks for sharing!!
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