Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

By Ibraar Hussain

I took these, all from a roll of Rollei Retro 80s developed in Rodinal, back in 2017.

It was a time when I was left with just one SLR; a Minolta Maxxum 7 and one lens – a Minolta 50mm f2 Macro. I’d more or less lost all interest in most things, including photography.

I was going to scrap photography for good, having sold off all of my gear which I had bought over the years and being generally fed up with everything I thought I’d go out with a huge bang and take some nice photos for a change rather than mere crappy snaps as I usually do – “it’s better to burn out than fade away!” As the Kurgan says

One roll, one lens and then my last ever click of a shutter?

I chose Rollei Retro 80s as I wanted the look, the luminous whites and deep shadow. It felt like The One to end it with.

A tricky film but with a deep yellow filter and exposed right it is a killer Film!

The meter in the Minolta is exceptional – but with this film you sometimes should carefully expose for the highlights (as with slide film) (lock st the bright part of the scene) then move the camera and lock exposure when you feel it’s nailed – usually while judging by looking at the shutter speed – highlights a stop over are usually good. This comes with experience using it – it’s easy to blow and easy for results to look dire if done incorrectly, though I did point and shoot at times, and the meter performed like a champ! Though if you look closely, on some of the faces the Film’s limited DR has meant burn out.

There were times of lucidity and focus, strange to say that even though I wanted to chuck this last camera out of the window, there was something about it; the feel of it which evoked some lost joy and memories of different times, but as with Sméagol – that only made the dark part of me more determined to start afresh, a sort of solve et coagula,. But during some moments I did have the opportunity to pick up the camera and take an exposure from this Film, which had been in the camera for months. And every single photo was taken with care.

Here’s a selection from the roll to end all rolls.

Tarik
Eric from Arwen Celtic Spirit – Caerleon
Carmarthenshire
Caerleon
Caerleon
Caerleon
Legionaire – Caerleon
My Niece

 

Welsh Fairy – Caerleon – Reminds me of my Niece (above)

 

Llansteffan Castle

 

 

 

Caerleon – Strange resemblance to my wife

I then met my Missus and she helped me through a lot, my interest in Photography was also rekindled.

I managed to finish the roll of Film, eventually, I think that was in early 2018. Strange, as being the superstitious type and believing in fate, I reckon if I’d finished that roll of Film earlier, I’d never have met my wife and wouldn’t be here right now…

I kept that camera and the lens, and used it until it broke down on me this Spring 2025. I now have the bigger elder tougher brother Minolta a-9 which I’m hoping will stay with me for many many years.

No last clicks as yet…

All Photos.
Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7
Minolta 50mm f2 macro
Rollei Retro 80s B+W Deep Yellow Filter.
Rodinal

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Geoff Chaplin on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Oh gosh, Ibraar! A close call but an angel appeared to save you from the abyss. I really hope it wasn't as bad as it sounds but I know for many it really is that and worse. I'm glad you're here with us and always look forward to your photography and stories. As always some superb images - the Carmarthenshire, castle shots, and shots of your wife especially stuck me.
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Ibraar Hussain replied:

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Thank you my friend I’m not sure how bad it was, it all seems like a bad dream now and bizarre as I did, said, behaved and acted unlike myself, irrational and self destructive -all vague now and all on me and with only myself to blame. Got to thank my mum and my late dad as well. Thanks again

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Bob Janes on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

I think we should all be rather greatful that it wasn't the final click of the shutter!
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John Furlong replied:

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

...and so say all of us!!

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Ibraar Hussain replied:

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Thank you Bob, hopefully I’ll be snapping away until I can no longer. Though things can change

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Henry Perry replied:

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

...and so say all of us!

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Ibraar Hussain replied:

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

And he’s a jolly good fellow…..

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Charles Young on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Ibraar:

Your photos are great, The statues and informal portraits are stunning. They show that you don't have to spend lots of money to take great photos.
Lucky you to have found a life partner.
My favorite informal portraits are made by waiting for the person to make some characteristic gesture.

The photos show your depression. I suggest you get professional help. I've been there. Life can be great!
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Ibraar Hussain replied:

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Thank you Charles I really Appreciate the comments You are quite right about the depression. I guess it was an extreme case of the blues, thankfully it’s in the past and I tend to avoid looking back - though I have learned a lot from the experience. And yes the state of mind seems to have affected what and how I decided to take the pictures Thanks again

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Stephen Hanka on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Really wonderful images! You have a rare eye and skills. Glad you are still tripping a shutter.
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Ibraar Hussain replied:

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Thanks Stephen, I put some effort into these rather than the usual snaps I take of things Really Appreciate the comments

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Miguel Mendez on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Nunca podras dejar de hacer dotografias , te lo aseguro. En tu corazón se grabó como la imagen latente ,esta ahi dentro esperando ser revelada . Son fotos que muchos quisieramos poder hacer. Siempre volverá no importa lo que pase en tu vida la fotografía siempre volverá.
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Ibraar Hussain replied:

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Ay hermano! Si pues que tienes toda la razón. Me doy cuenta de que veo fotos constantemente, incluso desde este andén. Gracias por tus amables palabras.

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CHRISTOF RAMPITSCH on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Um... yeah, that was awesome. I was not expecting that this morning! I think you should keep your gear, that's a given, but I also think you should treat yourself to a large format camera and do more portraits! landscapes too, but those portraits for sure.
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Ibraar Hussain replied:

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Thanks Chris I’d absolutely love to handle and shoot if only 1 frame with a LF camera It’s always been my goal, though I don’t think I’m worthy enough with ability

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Dogman on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

The photos are luminous...radiant. Perhaps you should consider that each click of the shutter could be your last. A trick on your soul to produce such radiance again. And, hopefully, again...and again. Thank you for sharing.
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Ibraar Hussain replied:

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Absolutely - just as any day could be our last, try and savour and cherish every moment Thanks man

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Russ Rosener on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

All I can say is Art works which are both beautiful and heartfelt will always be fascinating. Whether they are cast in stone, ink, oils or silver nitrate. Slowing down with these images advanced you to another creative realm.
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Ibraar Hussain replied:

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Very true Russ The statues and figures I photographed are to me magical and I wanted to try and capture the feeling

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John Hillyer on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Good piece, great photos !
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Ibraar Hussain replied:

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Thank you John

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John Fontana on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

I too, some years ago, became very disenchanted with photography. I sold all my gear and destroyed any images, both digital and analogue, and moved to flying remote control aircraft, a hobby even more expensive than photography! The trigger for this was very negative feedback on an attempt to achieve a higher distinction from a national photographic organisation here in the UK. It initiated a crisis in confidence which took some years of recovery.
After several years of crashing too many planes, I came back to the hobby, concentrating on monochromatic film and building a small collection of 'vintage' cameras.
At the age of 79, photography has become almost an obsession, I feel confident I am producing what are for me rewarding images, and perhaps for others also, images that have something to say.
I wonder how many other enthusiasts have been crushed by a system that purports to support photographers but in actuality can destroy them.
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Ibraar Hussain replied:

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Thanks for sharing your memories and experience John, and so glad you’ve found what seems like happiness and tranquility in the photography hobby Having read the book about the Italian photographer Paulo di Paulo https://www.amazon.co.uk/gp/aw/d/3961714886?psc=1&ref=ppx_pop_mob_b_asin_title he hung up his camera after shooting thousands of works of genius and decided to leave the world behind

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Gary Smith on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

I'm glad that the weight of whatever was going on in 2017 has been lifted and that I can call you a friend (even if only a virtual friend).
Your photos above are great (as usual).
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Ibraar Hussain replied:

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

You’re more than a virtual friend Gary! Thanks!

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Reinhold on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Your story makes me think. We must never allow life to alienate us from this wonderful way of engaging with the world, how it reveals itself, and how we see it.
Your pictures are wonderful.
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Ibraar Hussain replied:

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Thank you my friend, I’m glad the photos are liked as (not usual for me) I took a lot of thought into taking them and at a difficult time And quite so - photography is a pleasure, something I do for my own personal self enjoyment and a sort of spiritual way of looking at the world in another way

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David Hume on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Great shots Ibraar - and more importantly a powerful story. But to the photos; I find the transition from the light skin tones to the shadows in the portraits particularly powerful. By themselves they're great shots, but juxtaposed with the shots of faces in statues and carvings they gain even more weight. The living to the unliving. The transitory to the permanent. Good stuff!
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Ibraar Hussain replied:

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Thank you as always my friend I often shoot figures with natural light in doorways with dimmer light (or no light) indoors. This gets to give the figure a lot more exposure and impact. I try and get the same with inanimate objects such as the statues - as I’ve often tried to express how they make me feel - to try and give them a semblance of life or individuality in some way. I did this sort of stuff in one of my very few ‘serious’ shoots here : in medium format on Pan F https://www.35mmc.com/14/01/2025/a-fujifilm-professional-ga645i-and-ilford-pan-f/

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Jeffery Luhn on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Ibraar,
As Dogman said, those portraits are luminous. When flesh tones get up there into zone 8, people look more angelic and less menacing. You did such a nice job on those! So happy you got a grip and jumped back into life and photography!
We all have low points. In the year leading up to my quadruple open heart bypass surgery, I was ready to throw in the towel. Fortunately, I taught a B&W film class at the college and had a remarkable group of energetic students. The last class meeting ended in late July 2025 and my surgery happened on July 30th. Instead of going into the surgery with a 'Who cares?' attitude, I was hoping for the best so I could get back to teaching. Photography, and my wife, made a big difference for me. It's been 2 1/2 months and I'm 100%. Back to teaching and shooting. I think being able to drink coffee again helped. It's my favorite chemical besides HC-110.
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Ibraar Hussain replied:

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Jeffrey! quadruple open heart bypass surgery? Just the words drive fear and I can only imagine the trepidation this had caused. You’re a stronger and far more hopeful man than I could ever hope to be and I thank you for sharing this with me. And it’s only been 2 1/2 months. Bless you with good health and happiness my friend and your missus for being and doing what a life companion selflessly does I never thought about what you and Dogman said about luminosity in faces - it now makes sense as I likely went for this unintentionally A naturally luminous face with bright eyes always gives a good feeling of life. The Film and with yellow filter helped along with the fact that I often photograph in a doorway to give more exposure to the face and darken the background Thanks again Thanks again

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robert mckeen on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 16/10/2025

A wonderful set of pictures ,made even more important as they could have been your last. Fortunately for all they are not.
Minolta 7 a great camera with a critical door of doom !
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Ibraar Hussain replied:

Comment posted: 16/10/2025

Thank you Robert. I am going to get myself another 7 - as it makes a fine lightweght companion to the a-9.

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Alexander Seidler on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 17/10/2025

Glad you are here Ibraar ! beautiful Photos.
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Ibraar Hussain replied:

Comment posted: 17/10/2025

Thanks as always my friend! I’ll hanging around for a while I’m hoping - thanks again!!

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David Pauley on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 18/10/2025

I've been away from the board this week and am just now reading this, Ibraar. Your photos are beautiful as always but obviously have a different weight given your aesthetic choice here -- intensely moving monochrome work -- and the powerful personal context. As a professional therapist I've been privileged to accompany a great many folks through such difficult moments, and am so glad you came through in the way that you did to embrace the life you now have. I am also on a personal level very much a "wounded healer" with lots of this sort of thing in my history life (as is true of every therapist I know). Your haunting photos remind me how art is almost always intertwined with both the life force and those darker currents and drives. You've wrested some real beauty from that interplay. It's so very generous of you to share them here: thank you!
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Ibraar Hussain replied:

Comment posted: 18/10/2025

Thank you so much David. You know and understand better than most, treating people and with your own experiences, dark days and abuse of substances, lots of regrets but I moved on and came out of it. Thanks again as always my friend

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Eagle Omomuro on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 04/11/2025

I'm biased, but Ibraar, I’d say you made a great choice. The Minolta AF 50mm f/2.8 Macro is THE BEST standard lens I’ve ever seen. It delivers nearly identical sharpness from center to edge, has virtually zero distortion, and offers better overall image quality than any large-aperture standard lens when shooting at f/2.8. Plus, it has autofocus.

But what I love most about this lens is its bokeh, yes, the bokeh from a macro lens! Macro lenses are usually terrible at bokeh, but this one is a total exception. It melts the background beautifully (and thanks to the smaller aperture, the blur isn’t overdone), keeping it clear enough to recognize shapes yet soft enough to generate a peaceful mood. There’s almost no swirl effect in the bokeh (I can’t stand those), so the result feels perfectly calm. The background melts so smoothly it almost looks like an oil painting.

I always think this AF 50mm Macro is the best lens in the entire Minolta Alpha/Maxxum system, even better than the 135mm STF cuz it's more practical. If I have to take just one lens for a long trip, this AF 50mm Macro is my pick.
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Ibraar Hussain replied:

Comment posted: 04/11/2025

Thanks man. You’re probably right, I don’t have much experience and haven’t ever tried comparisons but going and looking back I’ve not got the pleasing results with the 50mm f1.4 as I had with this 50 f2.8 macro. It nailed every shot with a very pleasing look and lush sharpness which the f1.4 at f2.8 can’t seem to match

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