Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

By Ibraar Hussain

I took these, all from a roll of Rollei Retro 80s developed in Rodinal, back in 2017.

It was a time when I was left with just one SLR; a Minolta Maxxum 7 and one lens – a Minolta 50mm f2 Macro. I’d more or less lost all interest in most things, including photography.

I was going to scrap photography for good, having sold off all of my gear which I had bought over the years and being generally fed up with everything I thought I’d go out with a huge bang and take some nice photos for a change rather than mere crappy snaps as I usually do – “it’s better to burn out than fade away!” As the Kurgan says

One roll, one lens and then my last ever click of a shutter?

I chose Rollei Retro 80s as I wanted the look, the luminous whites and deep shadow. It felt like The One to end it with.

A tricky film but with a deep yellow filter and exposed right it is a killer Film!

The meter in the Minolta is exceptional – but with this film you sometimes should carefully expose for the highlights (as with slide film) (lock st the bright part of the scene) then move the camera and lock exposure when you feel it’s nailed – usually while judging by looking at the shutter speed – highlights a stop over are usually good. This comes with experience using it – it’s easy to blow and easy for results to look dire if done incorrectly, though I did point and shoot at times, and the meter performed like a champ! Though if you look closely, on some of the faces the Film’s limited DR has meant burn out.

There were times of lucidity and focus, strange to say that even though I wanted to chuck this last camera out of the window, there was something about it; the feel of it which evoked some lost joy and memories of different times, but as with Sméagol – that only made the dark part of me more determined to start afresh, a sort of solve et coagula,. But during some moments I did have the opportunity to pick up the camera and take an exposure from this Film, which had been in the camera for months. And every single photo was taken with care.

Here’s a selection from the roll to end all rolls.

Tarik
Eric from Arwen Celtic Spirit – Caerleon
Carmarthenshire
Caerleon
Caerleon
Caerleon
Legionaire – Caerleon
My Niece

 

Welsh Fairy – Caerleon – Reminds me of my Niece (above)

 

Llansteffan Castle

 

 

 

Caerleon – Strange resemblance to my wife

I then met my Missus and she helped me through a lot, my interest in Photography was also rekindled.

I managed to finish the roll of Film, eventually, I think that was in early 2018. Strange, as being the superstitious type and believing in fate, I reckon if I’d finished that roll of Film earlier, I’d never have met my wife and wouldn’t be here right now…

I kept that camera and the lens, and used it until it broke down on me this Spring 2025. I now have the bigger elder tougher brother Minolta a-9 which I’m hoping will stay with me for many many years.

No last clicks as yet…

All Photos.
Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7
Minolta 50mm f2 macro
Rollei Retro 80s B+W Deep Yellow Filter.
Rodinal

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Geoff Chaplin on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Oh gosh, Ibraar! A close call but an angel appeared to save you from the abyss. I really hope it wasn't as bad as it sounds but I know for many it really is that and worse. I'm glad you're here with us and always look forward to your photography and stories. As always some superb images - the Carmarthenshire, castle shots, and shots of your wife especially stuck me.
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Bob Janes on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

I think we should all be rather greatful that it wasn't the final click of the shutter!
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John Furlong replied:

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

...and so say all of us!!

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Henry Perry replied:

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

...and so say all of us!

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Charles Young on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Ibraar:

Your photos are great, The statues and informal portraits are stunning. They show that you don't have to spend lots of money to take great photos.
Lucky you to have found a life partner.
My favorite informal portraits are made by waiting for the person to make some characteristic gesture.

The photos show your depression. I suggest you get professional help. I've been there. Life can be great!
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Stephen Hanka on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Really wonderful images! You have a rare eye and skills. Glad you are still tripping a shutter.
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Miguel Mendez on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Nunca podras dejar de hacer dotografias , te lo aseguro. En tu corazón se grabó como la imagen latente ,esta ahi dentro esperando ser revelada . Son fotos que muchos quisieramos poder hacer. Siempre volverá no importa lo que pase en tu vida la fotografía siempre volverá.
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CHRISTOF RAMPITSCH on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Um... yeah, that was awesome. I was not expecting that this morning! I think you should keep your gear, that's a given, but I also think you should treat yourself to a large format camera and do more portraits! landscapes too, but those portraits for sure.
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Dogman on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

The photos are luminous...radiant. Perhaps you should consider that each click of the shutter could be your last. A trick on your soul to produce such radiance again. And, hopefully, again...and again. Thank you for sharing.
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Russ Rosener on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

All I can say is Art works which are both beautiful and heartfelt will always be fascinating. Whether they are cast in stone, ink, oils or silver nitrate. Slowing down with these images advanced you to another creative realm.
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John Hillyer on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

Good piece, great photos !
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John Fontana on Was it to be my last ever click of a shutter?… With a Minolta Dynax Maxxum 7 50mm f2.8 Macro and Rollei Retro 80s.

Comment posted: 15/10/2025

I too, some years ago, became very disenchanted with photography. I sold all my gear and destroyed any images, both digital and analogue, and moved to flying remote control aircraft, a hobby even more expensive than photography! The trigger for this was very negative feedback on an attempt to achieve a higher distinction from a national photographic organisation here in the UK. It initiated a crisis in confidence which took some years of recovery.
After several years of crashing too many planes, I came back to the hobby, concentrating on monochromatic film and building a small collection of 'vintage' cameras.
At the age of 79, photography has become almost an obsession, I feel confident I am producing what are for me rewarding images, and perhaps for others also, images that have something to say.
I wonder how many other enthusiasts have been crushed by a system that purports to support photographers but in actuality can destroy them.
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